xpahamm

posted on nov 9, 2010 at 3am • permalink

aku msh tkilan 

masih blur 

pe slh aku ?

aku xpnh pn bniat nk mpgunakan die ke ape. 

asl nk ckp aku smpai cmtu ? aku de wat slh bsr ke ? 

xley ke ckp f2f? perlu ke aku dpt taw dgn cr cmtu ? 

aku msh x fhm 

law die nk brubah, bgs lah. tpulang lah nk wat pe pun . aku xprnh hlg, aku xprnh nk amek pduli pn. ni bkn 1st tyme jd cmni. jd aku xksh . 

cuma aku tkilan. n masih tkilan . 

bia lah. 

i’ve choose 

so this is it . 

things change 

so let it be. :)

its nice to have a new life evn if its gonna hurt u much . 

its the hurt n the hard things that will me u grow. 

u learn from ur life 

u learn from ppl around you 

its good actually. 

so, die nk berubah, baguslah. good for you. 

jz stop bothering abt me. 

if aku x tegur kau, biar je. 

if aku xckp dgn kau, biar je. 

aku lbh slsa begini. 

my mom used to say ,”  AS YOU GROW OLDER, YOU WON’T HAVE MUCH FRIENDS . AS YOU GROW OLD, YOU’LL HAVE LESS FRIEND, THE YOU HAVE NONE. YOU’LL BE ALONE MOST OF THE TIME. BUT, THAT WON’T BOTHER YOU MUCH BCOZ YOU’LL GET USED TO IT. THEN YOU’LL SOON HAVE A HUSBAND, A FAMILY AND THAT WHEN YOU GET THE PPL YOU DESERVE , YOU LIFE BACK . “

  :)